Saturday, March 31, 2007
you know after since i came to sa, my life and beliefs just changed.sa is a christian sch and definitely we will have morning prayers everyday. In the past, i dont believe in God, but now, it seemed that i have trusted Him a lot. He seems to answer my prayers everytime without fail.Sometimes, i can even feel his presence.After the life concert yesterday, i feel closer to Him again. Although i m not a christian now, i just feel it that way. In my previous post i mentioned that not everybody have to love me because i know that my family members and God will always love me for who i am. They will never abandon me. Friends do.
what we could have been, 12:52.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
As i was re-reading chicken soup for the teenage soul, i came upon some meaningful sentences from the book which i didn't even bother to think about in the past.Here goes..
I am responsible for my day
I am responsible for how i feel and what i do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If i have a rotten day, i am the one who allowed it to be that way. If i have a great day, i am the one who deserves credit for being positive. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that i can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life.
THINK POSITIVE
I don't need to watch out for things to go wrong. Things usually go fine, and when it don't, i can handle it. I don't have to waste my energy worrying. The sky won't fall in;things will be okay.
Everybody doesn't have to love me
Not everybody have to love me or even like me. I don't necessarily like everybody i know. So why should everybody else like me? I enjoy being liked and being loved, but if somebody else doesn't like me, I will still be okay and still feel like i am an okay person. I cannot make somebody like me, any more than someone can get me to like them. I don't need approval all the time. If someone doesn't approve of me, i will still be okay
doesnt all this spur your memories when u hate someone real badly or when u realise that u are not as popuplar as u thought u are.or even the jittery feeling u get after accomplishing a task..wondering if everything goes smoothly?i am really enlightened by these..makes me feel like a better person with these thoughts..
I am responsible for my day
I am responsible for how i feel and what i do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If i have a rotten day, i am the one who allowed it to be that way. If i have a great day, i am the one who deserves credit for being positive. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that i can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life.
THINK POSITIVE
I don't need to watch out for things to go wrong. Things usually go fine, and when it don't, i can handle it. I don't have to waste my energy worrying. The sky won't fall in;things will be okay.
Everybody doesn't have to love me
Not everybody have to love me or even like me. I don't necessarily like everybody i know. So why should everybody else like me? I enjoy being liked and being loved, but if somebody else doesn't like me, I will still be okay and still feel like i am an okay person. I cannot make somebody like me, any more than someone can get me to like them. I don't need approval all the time. If someone doesn't approve of me, i will still be okay
doesnt all this spur your memories when u hate someone real badly or when u realise that u are not as popuplar as u thought u are.or even the jittery feeling u get after accomplishing a task..wondering if everything goes smoothly?i am really enlightened by these..makes me feel like a better person with these thoughts..
what we could have been, 20:43.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
my my..dont know what's up with me these few days.getting a lil too emo!!thats not like the usual me.but i gt to say this.!!
BIGGEST REGRET IN LIFE:HURTING PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARED FOR ME THE MOST!=0(
BIGGEST REGRET IN LIFE:HURTING PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARED FOR ME THE MOST!=0(
what we could have been, 21:38.
