Saturday, April 28, 2007
On the outside, it seems that i dont give a damn to what has happened.
But, on the inside, it is seriously bothering me till its driving me nuts.
Can anyone come to the rescue??
THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!!!!!
i hate this complicated world.
But, on the inside, it is seriously bothering me till its driving me nuts.
Can anyone come to the rescue??
THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!!!!!
i hate this complicated world.
what we could have been, 22:13.
I am lost in this world.
can anyone find me???
can anyone find me???
what we could have been, 22:07.
Friday, April 13, 2007
okayy.enough of emo posts!no more!!!!time for blogging! =)
today i went back to my sec sch speech day to collect prizes and to catch up with all my friends!!I MISS THEM LOTS!!i feel so proud of myself.1st achievement i got in school!HAHAHHAA.BUT i missed mentoring.i heard from shinni that the games played were boring.
THE GOOD THING IS I GOT $80 VOUCHERS!SO I CAN BUY TEXTBOOKS ALREADY! =))
anyway..back to the main point!i can finally see most of my friends and i missed studying in the same school and class with them!
FRIENDS!U RULE!!!!!!MISS U GUYS LOTS =) u all have brought joy and laughter into my life tonight with all the lame jokes games and talks! LOL..thanks :p
today i went back to my sec sch speech day to collect prizes and to catch up with all my friends!!I MISS THEM LOTS!!i feel so proud of myself.1st achievement i got in school!HAHAHHAA.BUT i missed mentoring.i heard from shinni that the games played were boring.
THE GOOD THING IS I GOT $80 VOUCHERS!SO I CAN BUY TEXTBOOKS ALREADY! =))
anyway..back to the main point!i can finally see most of my friends and i missed studying in the same school and class with them!
FRIENDS!U RULE!!!!!!MISS U GUYS LOTS =) u all have brought joy and laughter into my life tonight with all the lame jokes games and talks! LOL..thanks :p
what we could have been, 22:22.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
forget about all the bad memories!i am not going to let it ruin my day!!=0)
i am gonna post abt good fri!!!!
yesterday i went out with ryan jue ying and lucas!!one big family..although not everyone in the family is present..shinni and da jie nvr come!!!anyway, we watched bean's holiday which was quite funny.after which we went to eat suki!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY SUSHI!!!!!!ryan and lucas were competing who ate the most but after that they realised that if they continue competing, their pocket will have a DAMN BIG HOLE!hahahaha
oh ya!!me and jue ying were talking abt sick jokes and some lame ones with the guys.THE JOKES WERE REALLY SICK!!gosh..was really full after that.AND THEN WE WENT TO TAKE NEOPRINTS!!me and jue ying were enthu abt it then we dragged the guys to take with us!!hehe..the pictures were nice but the process was fun!!
i feel so relax yesterday after the stressful school days!and i realise that if u are moody hang out with friends!because they will make u laugh and roll!=)) right ryan?!!
let me tell u an ocean joke okayy??
but i am scared that its too deep for u to understand..
get it?lol
i am gonna post abt good fri!!!!
yesterday i went out with ryan jue ying and lucas!!one big family..although not everyone in the family is present..shinni and da jie nvr come!!!anyway, we watched bean's holiday which was quite funny.after which we went to eat suki!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY SUSHI!!!!!!ryan and lucas were competing who ate the most but after that they realised that if they continue competing, their pocket will have a DAMN BIG HOLE!hahahaha
oh ya!!me and jue ying were talking abt sick jokes and some lame ones with the guys.THE JOKES WERE REALLY SICK!!gosh..was really full after that.AND THEN WE WENT TO TAKE NEOPRINTS!!me and jue ying were enthu abt it then we dragged the guys to take with us!!hehe..the pictures were nice but the process was fun!!
i feel so relax yesterday after the stressful school days!and i realise that if u are moody hang out with friends!because they will make u laugh and roll!=)) right ryan?!!
let me tell u an ocean joke okayy??
but i am scared that its too deep for u to understand..
get it?lol
what we could have been, 11:25.
Friday, April 06, 2007
WHY DO EVERYONE DISTRUST ME?!AM I SUCH A FAILURE??????reality really hurts..i really feel hurt.i sent people a picture file which is a prank and to test the trust they have on me.everyone knows about the picture album virus..so this can really test their trust.but the response i got really HURT ME A LOT!
i really want to cry badly.........................................for the 1st time ever in my life.
i really want to cry badly.........................................for the 1st time ever in my life.
what we could have been, 21:35.
I have definitely hurt many people in my life before.Be it close friends, or even people that i once liked. I really regret not spending more time with them and also to keep in touch with them. Friends really come and go. Slowly, i start to lose faith in the word 'forever'. I dont believe something can actually last forever. Take for example, relationships dont last forever. I have many friends who believe that it could, but when reality strikes them that actually their relationships cant last, many were heartbroken in the end.
I really want my friends to have the impression of me as happy-go-lucky and crazy person. Who wish to let their friends see the sad side of them? I know i am not good at expressing myself. So it is best that i maintain my impression my friends have about me. Its fate that brought us together, to know one another and i dont wish to spoil our days by being moody. Its not their responsibility to change my day. I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR IT. I just want my friendship with them to be a memorable and happy one.
I must learn and cherish the friendship i have now. I do not want to have anymore regrets in my life. I have far too many already.
Lastly, sorry to those that i have hurt badly. especially u know who.I M REALLY SORRY FRIENDS!!
I really want my friends to have the impression of me as happy-go-lucky and crazy person. Who wish to let their friends see the sad side of them? I know i am not good at expressing myself. So it is best that i maintain my impression my friends have about me. Its fate that brought us together, to know one another and i dont wish to spoil our days by being moody. Its not their responsibility to change my day. I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR IT. I just want my friendship with them to be a memorable and happy one.
I must learn and cherish the friendship i have now. I do not want to have anymore regrets in my life. I have far too many already.
Lastly, sorry to those that i have hurt badly. especially u know who.I M REALLY SORRY FRIENDS!!
what we could have been, 11:18.
