Wednesday, February 25, 2009

ok, time to update my blog which seemed quite dead lately. Time just flashed past super quickly these few weeks and in one week or so, we will be receiving our results!! I WILL REALLY PANIC WHEN THE TIME COMES. BUT WHO KNOWS, THERE MIGHT BE A MIRACLE! must be optimistic. enough of this, it's making me worried more. Anyway, i must arrange a k session and mahjong session soon. my life after school life should not be just about work and driving. Lucky i have friends who always never fail to be beside me when i needed them. Just like the time when i was darn pissed off and the trip to astons with shinni really cheered me up a lot. this is the wonders friends can do to your mood. =)

By the way, sorry shinni toh!! I was supposed to run with you yesterday, but i came down with a bad flu, but i really enjoyed the time spent last night talking crap and listening to your stories. WE ARE MEETING THIS FRIDAY AGAIN! WITH LIONNNNN.. HOPEFULLY DA JIE AS WELL! HE BETTER QUEUE FOR US OR ELSE... HEHEHHEHE

what we could have been, 04:10.

Monday, February 09, 2009

Trust. This word seems to have disappeared in my dictionary. These days, i find it so hard to find someone that i can really confide in without having any worries. Backstabbing seemed common in secondary and jc life. But, who would have thought that backstabbing is much much worse than what we experienced in schools. Everyone is practically putting on a facade to work. I have no idea how to decipher the true self from the fake ones anyone. They are so good at it that i am totally taken in by them. This makes work more stressful than it was. I find it tiring to guess what's behind everyone's intention in telling me anything. Although i can choose to pretend and act clueless, but, it is hard. I try my very best not to bitch about anyone at work. But, constant brainwashing is making me say things that i dont mean to say. I DONT WANT TO ME WHIRLED INTO OFFICE POLITICS! STOP THE BACKSTABBING AND BITCHING AND BRAINWASHING! I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE! THIS IS MAKING ME FRUSTRATED AND SICK! CANT PEOPLE JUST KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT AND KEEP THEIR COMMENTS TO THEMSELVES! I SHALL SEAL MY MOUTH AND MAKE NO FURTHER COMMENTS!

what we could have been, 07:18.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

At times, when i recall small little memories that make me smile unknowingly, it felt good. These little memories are enough to make my day. I really cherish these memories and will always keep it close to my heart. Although sometimes when i read through those conversations i have with my friends, i felt that i sounded really immature. But, such immature and random talks are sufficient to make all of us break into laughter. I REALLY MISS ALL MY FRIENDS AND THE MOMENTS SPENT WITH THEM. I dont seem to have any spare time to even meet up with them and vice versa. Everyone is so caught up with their busy schedules. Even a ride pass the school could trigger off memories so easily. I really miss them. Really. I do.

what we could have been, 04:47.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

I WANT TO SING!!!!!! I WANT TO GO FOR K SESSION WITH MY KAKIS!

what we could have been, 21:45.