i feel so disappointed in myself.all my life, it seems that i have been such a failure.i have never really succeeded in anything that i had done and i nvr fail to bring shame to my parents.it has been a very depressing day for me that i wish that a car would just bang me down when i was crossing the road.this way, all my troubles would vanish.i feel like crying but i cant.its as though all my troubles and sadness are stuck in my heart and they just cant come out.i feel suffocated.
i have always been an optimistic person.but now, i am no longer what i am.I JUST FEEL LIKE GIVING UP!!!!THERE IS NO LONGER A PURPOSE IN MY LIFE!I NEED A SHOULDER OF COMFORT....
JANICE=FAILURE!!
what we could have been, 01:18.