Monday, February 09, 2009
Trust. This word seems to have disappeared in my dictionary. These days, i find it so hard to find someone that i can really confide in without having any worries. Backstabbing seemed common in secondary and jc life. But, who would have thought that backstabbing is much much worse than what we experienced in schools. Everyone is practically putting on a facade to work. I have no idea how to decipher the true self from the fake ones anyone. They are so good at it that i am totally taken in by them. This makes work more stressful than it was. I find it tiring to guess what's behind everyone's intention in telling me anything. Although i can choose to pretend and act clueless, but, it is hard. I try my very best not to bitch about anyone at work. But, constant brainwashing is making me say things that i dont mean to say. I DONT WANT TO ME WHIRLED INTO OFFICE POLITICS! STOP THE BACKSTABBING AND BITCHING AND BRAINWASHING! I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE! THIS IS MAKING ME FRUSTRATED AND SICK! CANT PEOPLE JUST KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT AND KEEP THEIR COMMENTS TO THEMSELVES! I SHALL SEAL MY MOUTH AND MAKE NO FURTHER COMMENTS!
what we could have been, 07:18.
