Wednesday, July 01, 2009
I LOVE ARTS CAMP! NO REGRETS!
I am really bad at expressing myself to people. Today when the camp is about to come to an end, we were supposed to express our thanks to everyone. Initially, I really have many heartfelt feelings and thoughts that i wanted to say, but, at that point of time, I couldn't bring myself to say them.
Initially, before arts camp even started, i was really hesistant to go for it even though i had signed up because I was thinking that 5 days is DAMN LONG! I went to the camp without much excitement and hoping that the camp can just pass quickly. But everything changes when i reach there. I was welcomed warmly by my OG and at that time, i felt so embarrassed. After much interactive games and ice breaker, I was starting to warm up, but not totally. I am the type that can only be super duper crazy with people i am super comfortable with. As I saw more people coming to my OG, i felt really inferior because i thought that the girls in my group are really pretty and hot. Looking at myself, I cant help but to feel my confidence level escalating.
But, with the ever encouraging councillors, OGL and AOGL, I decided not to let these thoughts affect me. Those people I met are the most awesome ones that i ever known. The guys are all so decent and the girls are so friendly and sweet. I felt bad when i always skip supper with my OG, but i really dont have the habit to. The house ICs were totally the bomb as well! They never fail to heat up the atmosphere with their constant enthusiasm and funny talks. This is the first time a camp has ever touch my heart. They really made many sacrifices and their sincerity and hard work can be felt by all.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ARTS CAMP TO THE MAX! REDIO IS THE HOUSE OF LOVE! love loves! =)))
I am really bad at expressing myself to people. Today when the camp is about to come to an end, we were supposed to express our thanks to everyone. Initially, I really have many heartfelt feelings and thoughts that i wanted to say, but, at that point of time, I couldn't bring myself to say them.
Initially, before arts camp even started, i was really hesistant to go for it even though i had signed up because I was thinking that 5 days is DAMN LONG! I went to the camp without much excitement and hoping that the camp can just pass quickly. But everything changes when i reach there. I was welcomed warmly by my OG and at that time, i felt so embarrassed. After much interactive games and ice breaker, I was starting to warm up, but not totally. I am the type that can only be super duper crazy with people i am super comfortable with. As I saw more people coming to my OG, i felt really inferior because i thought that the girls in my group are really pretty and hot. Looking at myself, I cant help but to feel my confidence level escalating.
But, with the ever encouraging councillors, OGL and AOGL, I decided not to let these thoughts affect me. Those people I met are the most awesome ones that i ever known. The guys are all so decent and the girls are so friendly and sweet. I felt bad when i always skip supper with my OG, but i really dont have the habit to. The house ICs were totally the bomb as well! They never fail to heat up the atmosphere with their constant enthusiasm and funny talks. This is the first time a camp has ever touch my heart. They really made many sacrifices and their sincerity and hard work can be felt by all.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ARTS CAMP TO THE MAX! REDIO IS THE HOUSE OF LOVE! love loves! =)))
what we could have been, 07:00.
